Pregnancy is coming to an end and let me just tell you I’m not upset about that one bit. It has not been the rollercoaster I expected. It’s been even CRAZIER! So much of the last 9 months is an absolute blur I will don’t know how we got here… 38.5 weeks and labor is beginning.
There’s so much I will not miss about pregnancy. I won’t miss having to mute conference calls while I throw up in between sentences. I won’t miss the endless things people think they are free to say to you simply because you’re pregnant. I won’t miss strangers coming to touch my belly in the grocery store. I won’t miss waddling around and I definitely won’t miss acid reflux!
It may have been a rollercoaster but I’ve enjoyed every second of you growing inside of me. There is so much I will miss about having you to myself. I will miss your cute little hiccups. I will miss you kicking me in the rib cage every time I lay down. I will miss you jumping when your dad makes a loud noise and us laughing endlessly about how we already bother you. 😂 I will miss sharing all my secrets with you because you can’t tell anyone yet. I will miss feeling like you are completely protected from this scary world.
I find myself experiencing SO many emotions. We are SOOOOOOOO excited to meet you! We have created this life that we absolutely love and we can’t wait to share it with you, but I also find myself a little sad that everything is about to change. Don’t get me wrong this is everything your dad and I have ever wanted. You are a dream come true!! I think I find myself scared that it will be hard to balance being wife and mom. BUT His grace is sufficient and we will all be on this journey TOGETHER and that excites me!!
I know we will never feel 100% ready so I’m choosing to enjoy every last second of life before you, because I know in a matter of a few days your dad and I will wonder how we ever lived without you!
The best is yet to come!
XOXO- Mommy
PS. Thank you Fantasia Lyons for the beautiful pictures! You forced me to stop during a crazy time and soak in a beautiful moment that I will cherish forever!
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I love this and I love y’all!!!!! So excited!!!!!
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I know you & Kyle are excited. There’s nothing like a brand new life. I remember the excitement that you brought into mine & your mother’s life…so much joy!!! Parenting is not easy at all times, but when you look back at your life with her, I hope you get all the joy that I get looking back at your life…so much love, peace, & joy!!! I am so ready to meat this angel that is coming into our lives!!! I love you and Kyle…and I am filled with so much love for Moriah…I can’t wait to hold her & start our bonding!!!
Grandy
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I know you & Kyle are excited. There’s nothing like a brand new life. I remember the excitement that you brought into mine & your mother’s life…so much joy!!! Parenting is not easy at all times, but when you look back at your life with her, I hope you get all the joy that I get looking back at your life…so much love, peace, & joy!!! I am so ready to meet this angel that is coming into our lives!!! I love you and Kyle…and I am filled with so much love for Moriah…I can’t wait to hold her & start our bonding!!!
Grandy
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